Waiting To Scream PLOT TWIST With My Life

Babies, engagements, promotions – oh my! It seems like everywhere I turn, someone is knocked up with offspring – gleefully blissful in their accomplishment to produce a new life, proof that their legacy extends beyond a website. There’s no method to the madness. As I get older I find that some people place more value…

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What My Fear of Flying Says About Me

Here I am, sitting in my basement nook, back in Roselle NJ, writing about my fears. If you follow me on Facebook then you know that yesterday was my flight back from Los Angeles CA. I’ll talk about that trip another time. What stood out to me was that yesterday was the only time, in…

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Meet My Inner Committee

First a heads up, there will be bad words in this post. If you get easily offended, hello we haven’t met! I have 3 bitches living in my head. Some people talk about an inner voice or an inner critic. I have 3 and they’re all on the wrong side of crazy. While some women…

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Understanding My Shyness

It’s taken a while to understand why I am the way I am. Maybe its childhood trauma. Maybe its adulthood drama. Maybe its celestial. As an only child who was born under the Pisces sun sign, retreating inward was second nature for me. I was comfortable in isolation and darkness. My imagination was the light…

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Innocently Aspirational

When I was younger I became infatuated with Venice, Italy. The canals, gondolas, waterside buildings – it was just so awesome-looking. What’s not to love about it? When you’re young and impressionable, you get caught up in the fantasy of “what if.” You look at possibilities as this untouchable reality, where you can do anything,…

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A Flower Blooms in My Mind

There is an awkward moment, when my mind settles in on what my inner critic convinces it is reality. I know better but during moments of weakness, my poor mind is susceptible to abuse. I can’t help it. I do try though to not let my mind fall into that trap.

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